before i start anything, this is my blog. ive the right t say anything. ANYTHING.

first thing t scold. CHEEBYE. tht fucking history teacher of mine is a bitch.
i told her i had tuition ytd so i needa go home str8 and she fucking said thats an excuse.
cos whole class went. cos i dont feel like attending her fucking remedial. its useless. since the begining of the fucking yr, i got fucking 2points for every fucking paper. you fucking marked it. i tried so fucking hard t do tht fucking paper she set. i did fucking study know? does she fucking know? she made me stand for the whole fucking period. she was going one fucking big round t scold me in class. discipline all. bullshit. i do respect teachers even the cleaners in my school. i'll never respect her. ha. cmon, say right in front of me la. if i agure with u, u sure lose. WADEVER.


another bitch. spoiled my day. i was damn unlucky alr can.

chinese and chem paper was tough. gonna fail all my test alr la. i wanna get outta school. bitches are all arnd! RAHH.

Love is sweet when its new, but sweeter when its true.

sigh. couldnt meet up with the girls. i woke up late plus im having mense cramp.
cramp for like 6 days alr. terrible. ive no idea wad happen. god, im scared.

guess i wont be able t do well for my common test. sure fail. i knew it. i didnt study at all. AT ALL. i just looked thru. and forget the other moment.

i feel like watching fd3 AGAIN. lol. well anw, i think im gng t study now. think. ):

Innovative Ideas to commit sucide!








im baq home (:

tht silly sent me an email after i woke up. LOL. damn cute.(:
and so out with silly wugui this afternoon. sorry tht i couldnt make it for 5.15 show. ):
ended up watching 7.15 show. and yes we caught PINK PANTHER! :D damn funny. lol.
yar, bfre tht, we walked arnd in town and had our lunch at nydc. thanks for ur treat, silly. lol.

saw manda, she was damn funny la. she "called" me by starring at me. kena shocked. LOL.
after show, i went back t tamp t get final des 3 tix. yes, two movie in a row. LOL. damn im broke. ): and he went for his breaking session. yah.

watched fd3 with my beloved cat. even thou its the same concept but it was pretty good. (:
slacked awhile so tht we both can forgt wad happen. LOL. we're scared okay. lol.
and then she sent me home.

i think i feel it.

today was great. out with my beloved cat this afternoon.

met her after school. i was waiting outside cheers and guess wad happened.
a couple was fighting. i saw the guy SLAPPED the girl. damn i looked down on him man. LOSER.
right kick left kick. the girl. power. LOL. and the guy grabbed both of her hands. and KNOW WAD? he actually used his head t BANG on his gf. gosh. horrible.

cat went over t my place and i prepared for err. 2 and half hrs. LOL. xp sorry girl. HAHA.
and then fated t meet that silly wugui(:
headed t town for lunch and yes neos! been yrs since we last took. HAHA. eh, i think so. LOL.

and then when we're bout t leave frmr town t ps, saw lyon. and saw silly wugui again. tsktsk.

jord and his crew performing at ps this evening. good job, bud. HAHA.
vic , his gf and lionel were there as well. (: yah.

had ljs. after slacking, back home with vic. he's funny i tell u. i cant stop laughing.
suuposed t watch fd3. but cancelled. and silly wugui wont be home tnight):


your eyes say it all.

imma bad girl. cos im not asleep. *pull down cheeks. bleh.

nth much happen in school tday. i saw the "flied lice" auntie after remedial outside school. LOL. i wanted t laugh but i was alone. so yar, ppl might think im mad.

math remedial looked like a recess time. everyone had their lunch in class. LOL. thanks girls for the free fries! (:

jen lost her phone. sad case. think she's getting back soon.

diana the bitch, i miss u alot. LOL. u still facing those kids? HAHA. xp

thats all for tday(: gonna sleep at 12. cos imma gd girl. MUA HEE HEE.


Make those dreams reality.

i fell asleep this morninggg. ): no star for tday ):

oh yes. i was told someone wrote ' emilia suck' on whoever's table.
LOL. i find it damn funny la. reminds me of sec 1. haha.

yawn. i cant sleep! sis gonna use the com tnight. ):



you're the one i think about each day.

i didnt sleep in class today again! YAY!

but, big aunty visit me this morning. dammit. moodswinginggggg...

my school canteen auntie damn funny.
me: auntie ah, ah fried rice.
auntie: flied lice!
me: and hot dog.
auntie: hort log!

LOL. damn cute. if auntie has a blog, i sure go tag her tagboard. HAHA

outside eastpoint. the auntie selling bubble tea.
my friend told me la. he said he told the auntie he wants honeydew.
auntie said HARLEY LEW. the way he said make me laugh the whole period. LOL. blah. okay. gd night.


my mind's in a chaos.

HAHA. just one min. i saw one stupid beetle on my screen. i screamed ahh.
my sis was beside me studying. i saw her JUMPED. HAHA. i swear this is damn funny! omg omg. i cant stop laughing. WAHAHA!!! MOHOHOHO!!! she thought i saw ghost or wad. LOL. okay. thats it. HAHA. omg. silly sis.

i didnt sleep in class tday -beams- im so proud of myself -beams-
HAHA. i did closed my eyes, but i was listening. (: eyes feel heavy. -.-

anyway, i just feel that she shouldnt be doing this.
she's a bitch if she continues.
and what's there to compare?
i may stupid, but im not dumb. you whore.
im pissed with you.
i had enough of all this nonsense.


man, the feelings are so strong.

sarah connor-living to love you.
All we had was just one summer,
two lovers strolling in the park,
but like they say, the world keeps turning,
as the leaves were falling,we should fall apart.

Now im waiting for the winter,
to build my castle out of ice,
and deep inside is massive building,
there's a crystal lake,
of all the tears i've cried.

Baby for all my life,
don't you know that it's true,
I'm living to love you,
so Baby don't think twice,
if you feel what I feel,
trust your heart and do what I do,'
cause I'm living to love you,
I'm living to love you.

When you're gone it's not forever,
'cause you're remaining in my heart,
so tell me why i feel this aching,
every time I think of you,
when we're apart.

Baby for all my life,
don't you know that it's true,
I'm living to love you,
so Baby don't think twice
if you feel what I feel,
trust your heart and do what I do,
I'm living to love you, yes.

I admit that from time to time,
I'm feeling insecure and think I'm gonna lose my mind,
don't let it show, no, oh no no no noo no!
I don't think I'll ever understand,
that our love should never have a happy end,
so I'm really gonna try my best,
to let you know... (to let you know, whoooa...)

Baby for all my life,
don't you know that it's true (I've been knowing it's true),
I'm living to love you (I've been living to love you),
so Baby don't think twice,
if you feel what I feel,
trust your heart, do what I do.

When the final day comes,
I know the angels,
they will see my smile,
and if they wanna know the reason,
I will tell them why...

Baby for all my life,
ooh yes,
I'm living to love you.

how sweet(:

oh sweet michelle(:
fei, shir, dion.



fei er brought this big mirror. LOL.
nice right. tsktsk. know who's the one taking alr right. yah. so AHEM(:
TADA!
xw and meeeeee.
kel and xw(:
WAHAHA. sorry shir, she's gonna kill me for this. shir, u look cute la.
sisi and me. finally. this is the first time we took a pic tgt. LOL




im so out. look at my pose. gosh.

dance performance today was damn sucky i tell u. the stage, the ambience, the weather. gosh.

anway, thanks KEL for coming and burning the disc for us as well(: , darren, mikal, jyun, yiwei and whoever who came t support us, thanks for coming. xie xie, thank u. arigato.
well done girls. (:

and ya, after everything, went down t pasir ris for the bboy battle. jarel's grp got first. heh heh.
got one bgirl. power power. salute her ah. tsk!
den slacked in tamp for awhile and im back home! (:

nights peepo(:

excited bout tmr's performance. was touched by my mum this afternoon.

i need a red top tmr and she acced me t tamp mall. we ran here and there t search for a red top. finally we found it. she kept rushing me t one shop and another as she knew im late for my dance prac. i know this is nothing t you peepo. but i dunno why. im jus being touched by her "auntie" behaviour. dunno how t say la. MEEHEE.

neewaee, ahh, ya. thats bout it for tday. nights all.

shirley, kelving ah. LOL.

didnt really dance much. stomach not feeling well. WAH popi this sat dont lai ang. if not, sian.
better not ah. mama ya.

now all got lovelove liao lor. tsktsk.

:B wan good night an peepo.

i slept in class tday. almost every period. shiok. die lor. o level fail more shiok.

ytd mr neo threw his marker at me when i was sleeping. he still denied and said jen was the one. LOl. funny mr neo.
and today during chinese lesson, mdm tan asked benjamin t stand beside me and smiled. im like omg. thats wad jen told me. he pulled my table in the end. lucky i was in a good mood ah. if not, heh heh..

practice tday at esplanade den t newton. damn tiring. and im so slpy. gonna slp in class tmr again. shucks. ):

anw, daddy got me a pull up bar. i wanna kill my butterfly. MOHOOHOO. (: okay, gd night peepo.

mum just asked if i recieve any flowers. LOL. no, mommy):
i rmber 3yrs ago. i recieved one rose. HAHA. how sweet.

anw, the studio's big. lovin' it.

school work sucks. i cant cope with it. sleeping in class. anyone help?
as for dance, stress up lotsa things. fei er and xw should know. i cant do it! WHYWHYWHY!):


suddenly, i feel so useless man.

i see couples everywhere. i see kisses, hugs. somebody please cover my eyes.

happy v day people.

disgusting people. yuck

my sis just massaged for me, both of my hands. i feel like sleeping man. HAHA. after bathing, she's gonna massage my body. YAY YAY.

anyway, dance tday was abit cocky. we only got the speaker arnd 8plus. which is so lateee. but its okay. lucky, they willing t lend us(:

eye candid. damn cute i tell u. look like someone i know. i like his tiger teeth. gosh. NONONO, emi this is wrongggg! cannot look at them anymore. HAHA. xw also ah.

that's all folks.

he's so cute xp

er cong so pretty. and shirley said ercong's brother is called er xin. LOL. xp


my clip. notice xw and her prawn.
LOL.
pimping leonard.
v.i.ps! some only. xw and her prawn.
xw and her prawn.
pretty pretty.(:
WTH~
LOL. ):
WHOO.

steamboat at marina south this evening. as usual, i was late. but stan was later than me. MOHOO.
erika, gary, ash, dion, irene. didnt come):
anway, long time didnt get t see leonard, er cong and stan. basically the guys la. LOL.

i swear shirley and leonard cannot sit tgt when eating. jun and i were like laughing like hell la. shirley and her stupid actions. LOL. leonard and his laughter. okay wadever.
after eating, we went t arcade. xw and i played para para. LOL. i know its childish. but when i thought of how somehow "ah-lianish" i was last time, i feel like laughing. HAHA.
played lotsa games. used t play and i was playing those just now. *laughing hard.
XINWEI, use wacking t dance para. LOL.

even though, its only a few of us, but im sure all of us had lotsa fun la. its been like so long we've met up. miss you guys many many.

enjoy the pics.

iloveyoufromfar.

spending valentine's day alone. yet again.

ask me out people. muaha~

V.I.P ROCKS

im gonna miss vip. we wont be as one anymore. we wont be able t perform anymore. i remembered how last min we were. at soka, we had 1699 people watching it okay. and that was my first performace with vip. how great. and during new yr eve, at gotham and the last performance was at barcelona. the song shake, makes me cry even thought its a RNB , hip hop song.

dancing has always been part of my life. having a dance crew was so hard t find.
after being part of UAN, i got t know so many people. got t know people who has the same interest as me. DANCE.
xinwei, shirley, irene, dion, leonard, er cong, gary. den slowly jun, erika, fei er, ashley.
how wonderful. we had our time spent at avalon. playing like so crazy. took lotsa pic with my digital cam. *laughs.
we always wanted t join competition but ended up with nothing. HAHA.
and we always late for pratice. that's VIP trademark. LOL.

we had our ups and downs. our own fucking problems.but we managed t help each other up. and just only, i wanna thanks xw. (:

all i wanna say is. i THANK VIP for being as vips. LOL. ive no regret knowing you guys. i love you guys so much. mwahmwah. i wanna cry! ): ONCE A vip, always a vip.

fuck everything man. i got excited for nothing. fuck.

i dont feel like dancing anymore. seriously, i may quit.
peace.

stress. troubled. uncomfortable. unlove.


for you, for me to decide.

im sick and tired of everything. spore really sucks sometimes. she needs education t do everything.

i cant study for nuts. and im alr in sec 5 now. all i can think of is t dance. not study. while others will think tht olvls are more impt. ya duh. but i really cant study man. history test tday, i wrote a few lines and slept. tmr chinese test. nvr study at all. i cant stand myself. im wasting my parents efforts and money and im wasting my time too.i really dont know wad t do. dont ask me t buck up cos i wont. im so fucking stressed up now. sickening.

i dont know wad im talking about.

i still cant get what i want. no mum, not enough.

MUAHA! xinwei~
WAH LAO. i thought the photographer was taking jun and ash la. why am i INDSIDE. so ugly.):
where's my eyes? ): not even one pic is nice.

this week must pia dance prac. another performance coming. can die sial. WOHOO.

thats fei er. she's gonna kill me for this. LOL.
LOL. i took this cos they look funny. MUAHA!
ah junnnnn. LOL. and xinwei. HAHA. fei ash and me. super high la.LOL.





im back frm performances.its aaaaaaa 3.40. so kanjiong t blog. LOL. cos im happppyyyyy. OMG. full of smoke smell. YUCK.
anw, today's great. better than gotham penhouse.
we were so super last min la.
NONO, not good.
i almost faint jus now. GOSH, my stamina is super weak la can.
THATS bcos i dont dance full blast during practices. LAZY BUM.
WAH LAO. i forgot my steps ah. suddenly my mind went blank man. ): WAH LAO!

and ya,FTC and the another grp of dancers. SHUCKS forgot their grp name.
but both were super duper great. :DD SALUTE! took videos. LOL.

dance for awhile and leave. choochoo train. ew. xp

i feel like dancing, drinking(coke), sleeping, bathing at the same timeee.
but im so lazy LEH. ):

eh ni waeee, went t mac for supper with jun and bryant.
and shared cab with bryant.
and im back home now.
tmr still got yutaki's practices ah. YAWN. goodie nighty peepo(:

nice guys are all taken. sigh. NOT FAIR!

so girls, appreciate your boy. i do once. but he dont.

guys are bastard. ultimate fuckers.

one word which is disappointment.